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Remainders? Remainders of what, you ask? You might have come to expect more from me by now. Philosophical notes on the way the sunlight hits new copper roofing, momentarily blinding me as I turn the last page of a book. Nostalgic ramblings on the smell of dill, or snow in the wind as it races around the corners of city blocks. But I'm slipping. (Or wising up - isn't that all just navel gazing?)

Each of these could be an entire post, but I'm hopelessly lazy today, and so I've condensed each into ten words or less and uselessly thrown them together in one post. Something compels me to post each day, even if it's no more than a link and smile. Which is what you get today.


8lbs. 2oz.

Nothing I write today could surpass the amazing feat of Mighty Girl's Maggie Mason going from this to this yesterday, while the rest of us went about our daily lives (including a walk through the park, a trip to the farmers market, reading Calvin Trillin, and singing along to both the Jesus and Mary Chain and Joni Mitchell while listening to Stephen Merchant). And though we may not know her through anything more than her words or her impeccable taste, she still allows the rest of us to share in her joy.

The internet can be a beautiful thing.


Sunday Zen


Tsoi lives!

After the saccharine taste of that last post (stationery? I just wrote a post about stationery?), I feel the urge to link to some videos by the gritty Russian 80s band Кино (Kino). They were hugely important to young people in the Soviet Union in the 1980s, William Gibson is a fan, and I'm slightly obsessed myself. I was reminded of them while writing Tuesday's post, and haven't stopped listening since.

Victor Tsoi has a unique voice, and it's not for everyone, but if you were ever into The Cure, Joy Division, Bauhaus, Killing Joke, or The Smiths (lyrically and mythically, Tsoi is very similar to Morrissey), you might find it at least interesting. The quality is pretty horrid on all of these (all YouTube links), but it gives you an idea.

Закрой за мной дверь, я ухожу (Close The Door Behind Me, I'm Off)
Группа Крови (Blood Type, English version)
Хочу перемен (I Want Change)
Видели ночь (They Saw The Night)
Спокойная ночь (Goodnight)
There. Stationery and gritty Soviet rock. Now I feel all steampunk.


The Letter-Writer

I have decided that at this stage of my life I am as obviously a letter-writer as other people may be alcoholics or benzedrine-boys.
- M. F. K Fisher

I have become an abysmal letter writer ever since the advent of e-mail. My notes have become choppy, and I edit them all over the place. They're no longer organic, and rarely reflect what is actually going on in my life. I became painfully aware of this as I started reading A Life In Letters, the collection of letters written by M.F.K. Fisher to friends and relatives over the course of 60 years. They are impressively lengthy, detailed recollections of her life, a diary in intimate conversation with another human being. It made me gasp to see how much attention she gave to each person she was writing. It reminded me of letters I've received in the past, where I can feel the person breathing through the paper, letters that warm me to come across years later. It reminded me how good writing letters can be. And it reminded me to buy stationery.

Two days ago I set out to do just that. I owed a letter to my grandmother. I have a drawer at home filled with notecards, birthday cards, and thank-you cards, but none of these seemed appropriate. Too designed. Too small. Too occasion-specific. I needed a clean slate, several pieces of pure, blank paper. So I set out for the stationers. When I was young, I used to love going to the stationers. The pens and paper all seemed so peaceful, dormant, yet full of potential energy: pens waiting to be emptied, paper waiting to be filled. I never got over the habit of buying a multitude of pens and notebooks, even if I had unused pens and notebooks already lying around at home. But I hadn't bought stationery in years. I walked into the store, and was confronted immediately with my first dilemma: what color stationery do I buy?

I limited myself to the unembellished sale stationery, in the hopes of making the decision a bit less traumatic, but there were still enough choices to make that I had to stand around a bit longer than is normal for people to stand around staring at paper. These were my thoughts: Is grey too depressing? Is bright white over-confident? After walking around the store for half an hour, I finally settled on cream white, which I still think was a cowardly choice. Cream white is safe. Cream white is M.O.R. No one will really know who I am if I write them with cream white stationery. Joan Didion, for instance, uses stiff, pale blue note cards with her name embossed in silver at the top. Which I think just screams Joan Didion. (I found this out not by searching for "Joan Didion" and "stationery," but just through a general search on what the color of stationery says about you. Don't think I'm that obsessed.)

What color am I? Steel blue with a two grey pinstripes down the left margin? Bright white with my name in Courier Black? Who knows, I could even turn out to be pink.

But then I got home, took out my cream white sale stationery, and I sat down to write. The sensation of pen to paper wiped my insecurities away. The color of the stationery didn't matter. I turned to Emily Post and channeled M.F.K. to get me through the first paragraph, past the delicate "thank-you" part, and, if I may say so, I wrote the perfect letter to my grandmother. I don't know if I'm a letter-writer yet quite the way M.F.K. seems to be, and I need to find more people to practice on so that my grandmother doesn't become exhausted with my news, but I hope to work damned hard at it. Some day soon, I might even settle on a color.